heebie jeebies

i am afraid of my baby's nursery. not normal today, obviously.

avery was taking her morning nap and i was in the other room.  i heard what sounded like a boy/man's gasp, coming from her room.  ( i am sure it was just avery, channeling a sumo wrestler, making noises in her sleep) (??)  but i gave it a minute, then thought it was so weird, and decided to check on her.  (she wakes up whenever i open that door though, no matter how slowly/slyly i do it, so checking on her is a huge sacrifice. haha)

i swear to you, as i inched that door open, i smelled a man's cologne.  i am so freaked.  i grabbed avery out of her crib and ran out, shutting the door behind me.  i was actually gonna get her carseat and run out the door, but i was just in my g's...so i got us both dressed and now i'm still going to leave, but thought i'd quickly write this up. in case you never hear from me again, this is my last memoir.  and i was on to him, and he shouldn't have worn cologne if he wanted to be sneaky.  and it's a good thing i don't put away laundry, so i could get avery dressed without going back into her room, since there are baskets of her clean clothes sitting so conveniently on the kitchen table.

her door is still tightly shut.  what do i do when it's time for her next nap, or i run out of diapers in my purse?????

i gotta leave right now.